A Prayer for Who isn't Mine...pt.2
My Heart Remembers… “War of Hearts by Ruelle plays in the background”. … Like a long-awaited holiday, My heart remembers You. Ahava . Yes, you. Ache, I am again handcuffed with the reality that I can not have you near. It feels like centuries since our paths last crossed. Yet I recall every detail of you. Your dark hair, Your dream-filled eyes, Your illuminating smile, The sun that beckoned me, The lens you wore, You. The daydream I thought I had awoken from. Has reminded me of You. … I spoke to God about you again. I asked him if you were well. I wondered if your heart now chases after him. I asked if you render songs for him. If He is now all of you. I wondered. … You are a gem so I can’t let you get lost in the World. A masterpiece by Abba, A melody that strings at my heart yet again. My Oasis, My Ahava that can't be mine. … Me before you, A wave clashes between us, Slashes to my heart, Yearnings and tears linger, Yet I refuse to stagger and fall. I dare not cross unless I shal...